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Friday, 23 October 2009

  • like we used to.

    "Does he watch your favorite movies?
    Does he hold you when you cry?
    Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
    Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain?"
    Does he do all these things, like I used to?

    Will he love you like I loved you?
    Will he tell you everyday?
    Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say?
    Can you promise me if this is right:
    Don't throw it all away?
    Can you do all these things?
    Will you do all these things...
    Like we used to?
    Oh, like we used to..."
    -Like We Used To by A Rocket to The Moon

    Not feeling too hot at the moment.
  • moved.

    I've moved to xanga.com/nnucleosynth because I'm tired of looking at all this shit.
    The new blog shall be a) less me being a whiny emo kid and instead just talking about life in general and b) less weaboo username than this one. lol.
    Follow me if you want. Don't follow me if you don't want.

    I guess if I need to post something outrageously depressing, I'll do it here. xP

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

  • rebellion (lies.)

    "Every time you close your eyes
    (Lies, lies)"

    You know what?

    My whole life is just surrounded by lies.

    The people I know, the people I love. They're all lying to themselves and lying to everyone else. Even I end up lying at times, though I really try not to do that to myself.

    There are individuals who I used to adore. Recently though, I'm realising that they're not who I thought they were at all. They're strangers to me now. I don't know them. They don't know me.

    It makes me sick.

    When did life escape my control?

    It's ironic. Out of all my friends, I have one of the largest amounts of freedom, yet at the end of the day I seem to be the one losing grip. What happened?

    If there could just be one thing, one thing in my life that I could control, I'd greatly appreciate it.

    Dear life,

    Fuck you.

Monday, 12 October 2009

Saturday, 26 September 2009

  • a story.

         Once upon a time there was a young woman of uncertain age. This young woman spent much of her early life dwelling in a whimsical fantasy that she created for herself, filled with joy, love, and peace. It was perfect, and she felt that nothing could ever take this dream life from her.
         One day, however, her utopia was tainted by something terrible. This terrible thing worked its way inside her perfect world, consuming it slowly but sure from the inside. It leeched off of the happiness that had surrounded the young woman, replacing it with desperation and despondency. This vile beast was Real Life, and it swept through the girl's world with a cruel vengeance, destroying everything she knew.
         The young woman was left in ruins. She had no where to go and nothing to depend on any longer. She was lost, alone, and desperate for something to hold onto. However, no such thing could be found. It seemed there was nothing left for her to cherish, for Real Life had annihilated it.
         Upon realising that all she had lived for no longer existed in her life, the girl had nothing more to do than to sit down and cry. And that is indeed what she did until the day that she died.
          The end.



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